できれば使いたくはないけど。

I don't want to use it if possible.

Actually, I'm 40 years old, but I ordered a "black suit" just now.

The suits I usually wear (a few times a year) are only navy or gray.

Fortunately, I didn't have to go to any funerals.

I didn't have any formal clothes, including a black suit.

I ordered this because I was in my 40s and thought there was a problem with not having one.

When I asked for the familiar “The My Way” ,

“Is there something wrong?”

I was asked, so

"I'm embarrassed that I don't have one at my age. I don't want it to happen, but just in case."

It may be time to say goodbye to someone,

Maybe I'll have to say goodbye myself.

At the age of 40, I reached that age.

However, if possible, I don't want to wear this suit.

If possible, I would like to do it without having to wear it for the rest of my life.

However, the last thing I want to answer is "I don't have one."

I don't think it would be a good idea to not be able to wear proper "formal attire" when saying goodbye to someone.

I don't have any plans to wear it at the moment, but

Being able to live and eat food every day,

I want to thank you for being able to enjoy your time with your family.

Is it okay to have a black suit so you don't forget that feeling?